Dead Man's Gain

I am so tired,
But I cannot sleep,
I wish to cry,
But I do not weep,
I am hungry,
But food won't come,
I wish to leave,
But I can't run.

I am trapped,
In a world so free,
I hate myself,
For being me,
Can't help but wish,
For no more pain,
For lifeless loss,
and dead man's gain.